Tuesday, October 13, 2009
C is for Chaos...CRAZY FRIGGIN CHAOS!
Okay, so here I am blogging, even though I have a bazillion things to do.
Why you ask?!
Because I'm trying to be a dedicated blogger, and not lose out on perspective comments. (I love comments. I LOVE LOVE LOVE them.)
Plus, as bad as it sounds, there is no better time to blog than right now; when I have a million things running through my mind, and I am pumped on pure adrenaline, knowing that tonight (like almost every night these days) I am going to be up until all hours of the morning trying to finish all of the tasks I have at hand.
A lot of people told me that CreComm would be intense, but this intensity is a lot different than I expected. This kind of intensity -- the CreComm intensity -- is more like chaos.
Complete and utter chaos.
Just when you think that you have finished the bulk of your workload, something else pops up (if your lucky it's just one thing), and you have to find a way to complete the task at hand in the 24-hours that you have during any given day.
If CreComm was my boyfriend I wold have broken up with him by now for being so damn demanding!
However, in a strange (sick and twisted) sorta way, I am actually enjoying this chaotic side of life.
I mean yes, I am working my butt off, and have given up the luxury of a full night's sleep for short little naps in between assignments and school...And sure, I have never worked so hard in my life, only to be "rewarded" was a six or a seven out of 10 on any given paper that I pour my heart and soul into. And of course I understand that my stress levels are comparable to that of a high-risk heart attack victim...
But let me tell you, I have never felt more alive in my life!!
This course is unforgiving, and will chew you up and spit you out if you let it; but I am fairly certain that there is no better way to prepare for the career path ahead than to take it like a champ, and not crack under the deadlines and pressure.
That being said, it is time for me to get on with the bazillion things that I have to do before I can take cat-nap.
Wish me luck folks, tonight is going to be CRAZY!!!