Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Mock-Reporter Reflections...

A picture from one of the favourite stories I wrote during my internship.

My internship at the Free Press is coming to an end. I only have two shifts left, before I head back to the busy state of being a full time student and part time employee.

I've learned so much from my experience at the Free Press; four-and-a-half months of journalism classes didn't seem like enough preparation for this gig; or at least that's what I thought in my first couple of days...

Now that I have almost finished my internship, I think I can safely say that there are no amount of classes that can prepare someone for an opportunity like this. (Don't get me wrong, I learned a great deal in school. My J instructor, Steve Vogelsang, did an incredible job in teaching me, and I did come a long way in that four months...But, the news room is a whole different ball game than a class room.)

I came into the Free Press not really knowing what to expect. -- My work for the Projector (My school newspaper) was rarely edited, and I figured that made me "good." However, once I got to here, to a "daily", things were quite a bit different.

Here are some of the things I will take from this experience...

I learned that all stories are important to somebody. -- For some of the stories and articles that I wrote, I didn't have an instant connection with the subject that I was writing about. Heck, sometimes I didn't know anything about the subject at all! (Take ice fishing, an article that will be in an upcoming issue. When the story was first assigned to me, my initial reaction was: "You have got to be kidding me!" However, after talking to some people who really enjoy the sport, and who have made it their passion, I realized that the story was a good idea! I actually started to enjoy hearing the stories, and meeting the people connected to these stories. I learned quite a bit, and realized that sometimes (if you want to get a good story) you need to open your mind, and look at things (like ice fishing) through the eyes of the people that you are writing for.

I learned that criticism, failing, and rejection is just par for the course. -- Like I said earlier; having my work heavily edited (only sometimes) is a tough pill to swallow. When you have put everything you've got into a piece of writing, only to have it changed, your morale dips. Although, if you can find it in yourself to look at it constructively, and not take it personally, you will learn that it's nothing personal. This is why editors exist.

I learned that people are going to perceive things the way that they want to. -- When I wrote my piece about FASD and car thieves, the response was incredible! I got angry emails for an entire week from people telling me I was wrong, or that I was (essentially) stupid. (Nobody actually called me any names, but there was a lot of alluding going on! -- Perhaps my own unjustified perceptions...) But really, as a reporter your job is to tell a story. You may not agree with it, or you may really believe in it; either way, you have to try and leave those biases out.

I learned that even though this industry is "cut throat", the people who are you biggest competitors are also your biggest allies. -- I know that I am entering into a field that is essentially "dying", and realistically we should all be backstabbing each other to secure ourselves a spot on the sinking ship. But, the journalists that I have worked with have all been exceptionally helpful to me. (I can't tell you how awkward it is to be the new kid amongst people who are good at what you want to be good at; but they have all helped me along the way, and I am ever so grateful!)

I've learned that you are only as good as your last story. -- I was riding high on Christmas Eve with two pieces that I felt so completely connected to, and that I thought were awesome pieces of (barely edited) work, only to stumble in the following days. Sometimes stories are so good they write themselves; sometimes they're not. If you get too cocky in this business, thinking that you cannot stumble along the way, your fall from the pedestal will be hard and painful.

I've also learned that a reporter should be like a girl guide/boy scout, and always be prepared! -- Attending a fatal car accident on highway 9, I wore a dress and little heels. I was FREEZING! I assumed that since it was Christmas Eve, it would be slow, and I wouldn't have to leave the newsroom. I was wrong. Never assume...

I learned that this is not a comfortable job. -- I loved every second of it, but I worked my butt off! It is obvious in my articles (at least to myself) how hard I worked, or how much harder I could have worked, on any given day...

This has been an incredible opportunity, and I am truly grateful for this experience.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

2009: A look back...


Here are some of the incredible things that 2009 has brought...

January:
Nominated for 'Future Leaders of Manitoba' Award, and training for the half marathon starts! After about a week of frustration and "suffering", my endurance came quickly! By the end of the month I could already run for 90 minutes (with two 0ne-minute walking breaks!)

February: Off to Vancouver for spring break to visit 'Lil'Sis'! -- I had some of the best time's of my life in that beautiful city (Got my second tattoo on a whim!) Although, my marathon training went down the tubes for that week, and suffered in the months to come...

March: Kennedy turns 1! -- She may not be my kid, but I love her like she's my own! This was a milestone month! My marathon training is staggered...

April: Second year of university ends, and it's also the Big 3-0 for me! -- I came home to a rainbow coloured in chalk on the sidewalk leading up to my apartment with the words: "Happy 30th Birthday Shelley", followed by a delicious dinner of Thai food with close friends in the village. I couldn't think of a better way to spend my day!) Marathon training still suffering!

May: My Grandma turns 90, 'Lil'Sis' graduates from UBC Law School, Heather, KJ and I go to Vancouver (for a week) to watch 'Lil'Sis' receive her degree, and marathon training heats up! (Only a month till the big day!)

June: Completed my first half Marathon (13.1 miles) with two good friends and a bummed knee! (Scratch that off the 'ol bucket list!)

July: OVERTIME at work! (Gotta work as much as I can to make sure that I have enough money socked away for school...) -- I think I had three days off this month...

August: MORE OVERTIME at work! -- I think I took about five days off from work. We (My awesome work crew and I) also planned a charity bake sale (which raised $500 for the Rainbow Society) and a car rally! CreComm starts on the 31st! (A dream come true, just to be in this program!) By the end of the 2 months I accumulated 261 hours of banked overtime!

September: CreComm! -- I didn't know what to expect; this program is intense, but I have gained so much from it!! My first time being published in a printed publication! (The Projector) Also, completed my first 10k run in Treherne Manitoba! (Bummed knee again...Turns out I have tendonitis...)

October: Mom Graduated from UofM with her PhD!!! Also, I received the first ever John W. Dafoe Scholarship from the Free Press! ($600 and an internship during Christmas break!) I'm working hard to achieve my dream, and it feels GREAT!

November: Volunteer opportunity at Manito Ahbee! (I got to hobnob with incredible Aboriginal artists, and get a taste of the PR lifestyle!)

December: INTERNSHIP AT THE FREE PRESS! -- It's been incredible! They have been awesome to me, and I have had such a great time! -- The experiences that I have had in the little time that I have been there have been truly amazing!

Bring on 2010...

Monday, December 28, 2009

You know you're old when...

Here is the picture that was on the front page of the Free Press today. When I first saw it, I was like; "Why is this young girl and her older brother on the front page of the paper today?!" But then I read the caption and realized a couple of things...

A) This is not a girl. Nope. This is tween heartthrob Justin Bieber.
B) Apparently this kid is a pretty big deal...
C) That's not his big brother, that's his dad! (His mighty fine-looking dad I must say...)

Ugh.

This picture just solidifies that I am old. Really, really old.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

F, FEEDBACK!

Well, I wrote my first "super controversial" article. The reader feedback has been astounding; mostly negative, but insightful none the less.

There are issues that people take seriously -- Like car thieves -- and feel compelled to argue about; but I am quite surprised at the amount of people that assumed because I wrote the article, it reflects my personal opinion. My inbox was buzzing yesterday, with angry emails from people who took the time to tell me that I was wrong.

It was quite neat actually.

the article that I wrote, was a woman named Liz Wolfe's opinion on why the number of auto thefts could be rising; she thinks that it might have something to do with many of the auto offenders who have FASD acting out because of their grief over the violent murder of their friend.

Wolfe works closely with level four auto offenders in a rehabilitation program; she has an insight that many of us are not privy to. though I am not certain that I agree, or disagree with her logic, I can see her point. (I was lucky to be assigned this story though, because my mom specializes is neurological brain disorders, and knows a great deal about FASD; she has taught me a lot about it over the years...)

But, I can also see why many people are mad. -- They're fed up, and nothing seems to be changing; cars are still being stolen, and the justice system appears to have a revolving door.

Personally, I think that the "lock them up and throw away the key" mentality -- which was the main consensus among people who commented -- is something that is ineffective in stopping car thieves. I believe that people who commit crimes should pay retribution for their actions, but I also think that justice can be served in other ways. -- Jail is a form of punishment, it does little in the way of rehabilitation. For many people, rehabilitation is needed in order for the crime to stop.

Ahhh this is a big debate that I am not sure that I am ready for (on my blog) -- Although, I have a sister who is a lawyer, and a mom with a PhD in brain disorders, so I feel that I am lucky to have a broad insight into why this is a far greater issue than it appears.

Perhaps I will try to reformulate this post, when I am more awake, to get my opinion across better...

Time to get ready for the news day!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

The first fatality...

Today I got my first truly tragic assignment; a fatal car accident on highway 9.

I wasn't prepared to leave the newsroom today, as I assumed it would be a slow news day. (I have since learned that you can never assume anything in a news room...) I was wearing a dress, and did not have a spare change of warm clothes in my car, as Mary Agnes suggested before I started.

The roads were snowy and slippery, as I made my way up highway 9 looking for the scene of the accident. (I already knew there was a fatality going into it, and the whole way there, I told myself that this was my job, and I had to take the human aspect out of it.) I have only been an intern for ten days, yet here I am, going to the scene of a fatality...

I am not sure how seasoned reporters do this, but my method was to take away the human factor. (I only saw the carnage of the vehicles, and did not see the victim; I think that helped...Plus, my other job has exposed me to some pretty tragic situations, and has kind of hardened me to a degree.)

Hardened or not, stories like this are sad no matter how you look at it.

My thoughts are with this man and his family...


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

A, AWESOME!

Me and the one and only Miss Lonelyhearts (photo: Matt Preprost)

I am having such a great time at the Free Press! I have met some truly awesome people there, and the experience has been so incredibly valuable to what I want to do with my life. (I worked harder than I have ever worked on my yesterday's story, and I was pleasantly surprised when I saw that it was the cover feature this morning...It was just an incredible feeling all around!)

During my first couple of days at the Free Press, I was nervous as hell! -- My six inch stories ("blurbs") took me upwards of four hours to complete, and the final product was always mediocre at best! -- Though I still have a long way to go in my abilities, I have to admit that a week in the newsroom has been some of the greatest education I could ever ask for! (Bring on the Streeters next semester!)

I am living my dream, and even if it's just for another week or so, I am so thankful for the opportunity!